sometimes i see myself as an adult. its weird really. like right now. i am sitting on my balcony at my apartment that is hundreds of miles away from my family, wearing clothes that i bought for myself yesterday (off the sales rack of course), making plans to hang with the girls tonight! yep im just basking in the sun. i have this weird thing about me. i take one situation in my life and i take it off onto other scenarios. i am always accessing the good and the bad of choices. i must say this is more of a recent thing that i do but none the less i do it. its not a bad thing but it tends to take up alot of brain capacity. hmmm i think blogging for me is just a way to talk to myself through writing. ha. like all these thoughts are just running through my head right now so this postt will prolly not make much sense. feel free to stop reading.

so i will be going to school next semester. im not quite sure what i am going to be in life yet but i have a few directions. i like legal stuff but i dont know if i have the balls to be a lawyer.....but i could surprise myself.. hmmm ppl tell me i should get into graphic design or fashion design...i would love both but those are both 2 cutthroat areas of business...but then again what business these days isnt. ya so im looking forward to that. i am also looking forward to moving to be closer to my fam after school. idk when that will be exactly. at least another year or 2 here. maybe by then they will move closer to me. haha.

so i think i am part crazy. i dont get mad at ppl usually. i hold it back and smile and then forget about it. but every once in awhile i will just break and whoever it is that made me break will get the full wrath of my pent up emotions. ooopsies. my sympathies to another manager at sonic who called me lazy behind my back...and since all of my employees adore me....it got baack to me. she ended up quitting. it is not my fault that she picked the wrong time to talk smack. eh another one will come along. at least i dont make a habit of offing sonic managers...perhaps then i wouldnt have a job. haha. its sonic. id survive.

ya so i think this is all im thinking about at the moment. oh i am thinking of how good my new perfume smells....L.A.M.B. yes i have to thank shasta for loving gwen and getting me too as well. i smell lovely! hmm and perhaps i need a pedicure. no crude comments from sieanne please and thank you!

yep so i miss my fam. much love to lexi, and sin, and shast, and mum and pops. and of course shasta you better give all those nuggets some love from me. sin you can pat your lil nugget on the tummy and tell her i am somewhere out here....even though we sound alike on the phone and she prolly thinks you are having full blown conversations with yourself when she hears us talking. haha she already knows your crazy. love u guys. im off to find food. yummmm. besos!!!