papercut skin

i have just been informed by none other than sinbinwinjin that my skin feels weird...."it does not feel like real skin. u must get new skin!" thank you for that epiphany! i now know why i will be single for the rest of my life. my skin will be the downfall of me! i wonder if they do whole body skin grafts?! and if so...how much? 

on a different note...although it is very much near impossible that i will ever stop thinking about my skin long enough to make a complete thought.....dancing tonight! no..more...iranians!!! cant spend money...gilmore girls from season 1...must get ready.

life or something like it

so i am sitting outside on my balcony and it is snowing. its not that cold though so it wont stick. but snow is gettting on my computer. haha. so i recently read a book and it was about a girl that made a list of things she wanted to accomplish before her 25th birthday.she was 24 1/2 when she wrote the list. i am 20 1/2.  i think i am going to make a list of things to do before i turn 21. im on it. yep so nothing too fun has happened lately. i went to a vampire valentines thing. i realized 2 things. i am not a fan of iranian men and i shouldnt wear a short skirt when it is below freezing outside. haha. i have made mental notes about both. yesterday i took out my lip ring cause i was sitting in church and realized that ppl only see the ring and judge from there. and i will never be able to get a real job with it so i no longer have it and the hole is already grown in. and this is my peace sign collage that is on my wall! i made it out of pics that i love.love.love! so i feel like this blogger thing is prolly really good therapy for life. if i get angry...ill blog about it. if im happy..ill blog about it. if i have questions... ill prolly blog about! 

snow just landed on my hand. so i ate it.